Showing posts from 2012


So, a lot of BBCs (a fandom name for Korean hiphop group Block B) posted their selca on every Sunday. I usually do that too but since I was lazy to take a selca so I made a doodle of myself for #bbcselcaday and I got many good responds from them.

Scrapbook : A Little World for Cindy

So, I made this special for my precious one, Cindy Natasha.
I appreciate her existence for being my Best Friend :D

When The Sun Sleeps

So, I was inspired by Kiriko Nananan's drawing, high contrast, minimally detailed drawings. Her characters are almost all contour line drawings, very little detail lines are to be found within the unvarying outlines. Solid areas of black and the occasional grey ziptone is used to add contrast and tonal impact, usually in the form of hair or clothes. The characters’ faces often appear strange when viewed from the front because of the way she draws noses as just a shadow at the bottom. Her drawings are completely simple yet cannot erase its beauty.

As for my drawing I tried to apply minimally coloured (black, grey or even white), but pink was so tempting for accent so I used it eventually. It was actually based on the original photo that Cindy had. It was so beautiful. So, I had an urge to draw it and she really liked it :D
"I thought you'd come back at least i prayed (so i prayed)
the romance has been dead (the romance is dead, the romance is dead)
for years (you come back…

I Will Always Get Home

Even goodbyes are a little feeble, don't you think? Recalling those memories. The hardest part is leaving. You cried over me and I shed tears for you. I'm not ready to lose you either. It's knocking down my heart and soul for knowing that you are lonely. You need someone. You need someone to wash the weight on your shoulder.

We are lost. We are blind of direction. We need to find each other. Being with you is a valuable lesson that I wouldn't get in anywhere else, you're the only home. But if you are my home, then I've never been home. It's not the love that all you need is just body, that all you need is just kisses, or all your burning desire and merely a pleasure. This is clearly not the love that people think just drawn to gender and lust. Just tried to be frankly here, you don't even have to change your gender to be my platonic lover. What I have to do just simply showing my affection, support you and give you a strength. Because I am the one who …

Let Me Be Your Muse


Nothing could express how happy I am for being blessed and having a talented girl, Cindy, as my friend. Thank you so much for the drawing. It's really awesome :)

Purple-eyed Cindy

You are the idea of beauty
Fuck society's idea of beauty
You are my biggest inspiration
My Muse
You are my best friend
My best partner in crime
I adore your personality
I adore your great drawing and coloring skill
But I seem can't promise
I broke our promise to struggle
in college life, together
I'm sorry, I have to leave you and the others
Thanks for being my best friend
Thanks for the time that you've spent with me
Our friendship will never end, right?
See you next time, Cindy.

"And it's all in how you mix the two,
And it starts just where the light exists.
It's a feeling that you cannot miss,
And it burns a hole,
Through everyone that feels it.

Well you're never gonna find it,

If you're looking for it,
Won't come your way,yeah
Well you'll never find it,
If you're looking for it.

Should've done something, but I've done it enough.

By the way, your hands were shaking,
Rather waste some time with you. 


And you never would have thought …

ttarawa baby!

Why Block B? Block B is my favorite kpop group with a bunch of talented people.Why triangle? Nothing personal, I just like it.Why diamond? I visualized them as a diamond because they keep shining even in the mud(there's an implied meaning) though.Why "ttarawa baby"? that's my favorite line in Nanlina which means "follow me"


Random doodles that created a random blabber from a friend, "maksudnya apa ada mata ada cangkir ada tulisan gongchan apa gongchan suka minum jus mata"


New life, new friends and new experiences :)

oh ini dia Cindy yang tidak sengaja terpotret bersama Nine Square Matrix!

Gongchan Fanart

blonde-chan (Beautiful Target japanese version) , water color
©2012 Asty Ramadhani
I've never created a fanart before.. So, this is my first fanart of my bias, B1A4's Gongchan

Loves Between Us

“Heart beats fast. Colors and promises. How to be brave? How can I love when I’m afraid to fall? But watching you stand alone all of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow..”

Blue-haired guy

uhm.. I was bored. K, bye!

Dark Loby

I guess this coloring was too dark. As dark as my soul.


 colored by Asty 
 colored by Cindy

A Complete Distress

I did draw this during nirmana class. The last nirmana class in the second semester of Interior Design and I don't know whether I should keep going or resign from this major. I guess I'd rather be an illustrator than an Interior designer, it's pretty hard you know. When the thing I create is not me, not from who I really am. I've gone wrong after all this time and it's stressful. I want to escape this. I want to cry every time I think about it. But, I've been seriously considering it for a long time as well. The reason screamed out at me like an erratic splash of black on a pure white canvas, I can't help. It kills me slowly. I think, I need to let myself go and break away.


 YOLO~   You Only Love Oppa   lol, no.   You Only Live Once   ok. 
I currently have a little obsession toward Block B's Yukwon, u-kwon, Kim YooKwon.  K, whatever. He has.. the cutest smile ever and I just noticed that he can play guitar well. Geez, I can barely resist a cute guy who can play guitar and sing beautifully. This is major fatality (lol, no.)
He looks so sexy with red hair tho but his hair is no longer red ;_; Flawless, good at dancing, has amazing voice and body, can play guitar very well, cute like a kitten, loves anime, pointy nose uh what else? He also can imitate various animal sounds. I actually have been in love with him since I found his video playing guitar and singing with b-bomb,  but I've admitted he's really cute before. *le adorable kitty eventho he forgot the lyrics*
Yeah, Birukisu.. Your argument is valid :D

Sakura Drops

My Japanese friend, Marii, promised me to take pictures if Cherry Blossom Trees (Sakura) start blooming, because she knows that I really have an urge to see them directly (even though it hasn’t happened yet) and Sakura is really inspiring me. Well, yeah she did it and sent it all through twitter. They’re really beautiful. So, I told her that I like the pink one better.
She said on twitter, ”I’m so happy you like them (*´∀`*) I went to a Sakura road and took them today, I also expected you like pink one better..♥ hehe. The Sakura road is near my house but if we can see them together, I’ll take you to more beautiful place”
So I really hope I can go to Japan someday and see them directly (*´∀`*)

Taken by Marii, Osaka. Edited by Me (If you're gonna post it to Tumblr or other site, please put me as the source)

[Material Board] Relaxing Sakura

[haiku] “Shining spring day. Falling cherry blossoms with my calm mind.” 

This is my color theory assignment called ‘Material Board’ and I was inspired by Cherry Blossom.

Nine Square Matrix


Partner In Crime

Girls in Seifuku~ (water color on 220gsm drawing paper) Me & Cindy
(water color on 220gsm drawing paper)

"So far away from where you are 
These miles have torn us worlds apart 
And I miss you, yeah I miss you 

So far away from where you are 

I'm standing underneath the stars 
And I wish you were here 

I miss the years that were erased 

I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face 
I miss all the little things 
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me 
Yeah I miss you 
And I wish you were here 

I feel the beating of your heart 

I see the shadows of your face 
Just know that wherever you are 
Yeah I miss you 
And I wish you were here 

I miss the years that were erased 

I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face 
I miss all the little things 
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me 
Yeah I miss you 
And I wish you were here 

So far away from where you are 

These miles have torn us worlds apart 
And I miss you, yeah I miss you 
And I wish you were here"

- F…